being hurt today
is too mainstream and
is too exceptional
"Another Day, another life, and new hope."
Minsan talaga, hindi mo maiwasan maging pakielamera. Pero kung susubukan mo, wag yung matanong ka. Kailangan, nag o-observe ka lang. Tapos wag mo na ibrodcast. Sarilihin mo nalang yung nakita o nalaman mo. Nadagdagan na yung nalalaman mo, wala pang nagalit sayo.
Ilang babae na kaya ang napangakuan niya?
it was fine for some time and everything seems getting back on track. But after a while, the surge of pain and loss return as you totally break down, again and again.
I know its annoying, but I cannot help myself but to cry everytime…
They ignore me. Hey what. It really hurts to be ignored especially by those people you cherish the most. Even thou you pretend to be okay and used to it. You cannot deny to yourself that it hurts when they snob you. When they refused. When they don’t appreciate. When they not care if your existence is not there. When they are more happy without you. When they choose to have fun away from you. Yeah, you used to it but you hated it.
They judge me. Oh common. Why this people keep on judging when they really not know what the exact story is. I feel bad because they judge me like I’m the most stupid person in the world. I don’t know why they’re judging me. I don’t do anything bad to them that`s why I cannot understand why they are like this to me. I hate them from judging me even thou they don’t know the real me.
They compare me. I know I’m not perfect. I know that before they knew it. I know what are the ugly things that I had. I know what are the things that I cannot do. I cannot be like them even if I want to. But why they have to compare me from other people. You know, it just sucks. Even if they compare me several times from the others, nothing will change. I`m still me. They are still them. So why fucking compare me?
They left me behind. What i have done. Why they leave me alone. Why they chose to left me behind. Is it really easy for them to lose me. Am i not that important to them as they are important to me. It just sick. You’ve done everything for them but still it is not enough to make them stay. You treated them well but they don’t cared about it. They don’t need you that`s why leave. They don`t love you that`s the very reason.
According to our Mental Hygiene Prof. in our topic about Abusive partners:
"Jealousy is not part of being inlove/ in a relationship, it’s a sign of being an abusive partner."
Yes, because if you have trust in your relationship it woudn’t come out of your mind and remember that relationship is different from flirting.
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